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Well, I'm doing really well at classes for now, possibly because they've hardly started. I'm ready for tomorrow with several hours to go. And am nearly done with OCS things until such time as I hear back.
On the other hand, I'm struggling to feel okay at life, which seems to be coming out in being really bitchy about having my gender recognized. Well, okay, that's probably something I deserve to have happen, but I still don't like feeling so bitchy. Damn.
And the "study" party last night was nice, especially cuddling with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
the_neon_one and emu1863 and flamingsquibbit, but there was still some wanting to cry. Consent is always coming up as a joke, and it's really nice that it should be in the vocabulary and all, and that I think the people joking about it actually take it quite seriously. It's often something I like. Right now, though, it's not so funny to me. Which makes it a less good joke. I don't know if I could take being a CAASHA and actually having to deal with that stuff moderately regularly. I guess I don't have to find out, though. And I guess I do deal with it some, in hearsay form, from hazelsteapot. Still. I don't know.
Well, this looks like it's been more a public service announcement than anything else. Oh well.
On the other hand, I'm struggling to feel okay at life, which seems to be coming out in being really bitchy about having my gender recognized. Well, okay, that's probably something I deserve to have happen, but I still don't like feeling so bitchy. Damn.
And the "study" party last night was nice, especially cuddling with
the_neon_one and emu1863 and flamingsquibbit, but there was still some wanting to cry. Consent is always coming up as a joke, and it's really nice that it should be in the vocabulary and all, and that I think the people joking about it actually take it quite seriously. It's often something I like. Right now, though, it's not so funny to me. Which makes it a less good joke. I don't know if I could take being a CAASHA and actually having to deal with that stuff moderately regularly. I guess I don't have to find out, though. And I guess I do deal with it some, in hearsay form, from hazelsteapot. Still. I don't know.Well, this looks like it's been more a public service announcement than anything else. Oh well.
