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Funny, people talking about romance and things lately and me feeling... I don't know. Left out any way you cut it, I guess. I'm not seeing all that much of hazelsteapot, and at this point as much in-love with her as I am, I'm not in that kind of absorbing crush where she's all I could think about romantically. So when she's not around and people are being all lovey at each other, it's a bit lonely.

But I'm in no real position to complain, am I? I don't think so. I don't know that I'd even want a relationship that was more constantly here if one fell into my lap. Maybe I would. Certainly there are enough friends here who I have crushes on or could quickly develop crushes on that if I really wanted that sort of thing I could be pursuing it. At least if I were brave. And Hazel would probably be proud of me...

So this is a silly problem, really, is what I'm saying. And also it would probably be made better by me getting more sleep.