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I don't understand.
I'm sad and tired and I don't want to do this anymore and I don't really know why it's all so overwhelming.
It's not such a bad ninth week. I could go to sleep right now, and everything would probably be fine in the morning. Not working more on my topology take-home might not even affect my grade. I could read the greek during Dead Days.
The crush I have on a friend, which I was fearing because I hate getting crushes, is not even really affecting things. It's just slipping quietly away.
I don't have to go to troupe tonight, since someone else is going, for once.
My missing group member emailed, and is in fact intending to do his part of the work.
But I've been wanting to get the tears out for about a week, and I'm probably PMSing, and so I just don't want to be involved in my life right now.
And to be honest, there are definitely things about today that I really *don't* like. I'm not talking about them here, but I should admit that they're around.
I'm sad and tired and I don't want to do this anymore and I don't really know why it's all so overwhelming.
It's not such a bad ninth week. I could go to sleep right now, and everything would probably be fine in the morning. Not working more on my topology take-home might not even affect my grade. I could read the greek during Dead Days.
The crush I have on a friend, which I was fearing because I hate getting crushes, is not even really affecting things. It's just slipping quietly away.
I don't have to go to troupe tonight, since someone else is going, for once.
My missing group member emailed, and is in fact intending to do his part of the work.
But I've been wanting to get the tears out for about a week, and I'm probably PMSing, and so I just don't want to be involved in my life right now.
And to be honest, there are definitely things about today that I really *don't* like. I'm not talking about them here, but I should admit that they're around.
