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As some of you know, Cedar has a job now and is working nights. Our workdays coincide for about two hours, assuming they fall on the same day. (Yes, I have a workday, I want to retain my sanity for as long as possible and this is my strategy.) This is an interesting novelty.

Sometimes I feel like I would be better off living alone, that I don't get enough time by myself. I expect that these thoughts will not proliferate while our schedules remain as they are. I seem to be spending plenty of time by myself.

It's not so much that I'm lonely as that I'm not sure what to do with it all. I seem to come home and cook dinner just for something to do. Not that I dislike either cooking or having cooked it, it just wasn't such a habit before. I need to get launched on a project, I suppose. A project that is not monotonous, because that kind is difficult to pay actual attention to. Or get books on cd from a library and listen to them while I do the projects I have.

I'm a little worried that we won't get enough time together, but right now I'm mostly just feeling, ah, this is so luxurious, only me (and the cat) to consider in how I spend my evenings.

Oh! I have a non-monotonous project! I shall go do it now!