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Kind of emotionally weird right now.

Unsurprisingly I am starting to really care about my host mother, and unfortunately this is really rather depressing right now. Because she is understandably very low, because her husband died about a month before I got here. So, stuff is lonely and sad for her.

So I am absorbing some of that, and I dreamed about her husband the other day, though I've never met him of course. And yesterday evening I found myself crying about him...

But I myself am less lonely than I had been, and things are pretty good.