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I'm feeling overwhelmed now by the number of people I'd like to see more of. I don't have time for that, necessarily, but the really problematic thing is that I just don't know how... which is rather sad. I don't know who to try to see, because I don't know who wants to see me and I definitely don't know who I want to see *more*... and no, I don't have time to see as much of *everyone* as I would like.
And furthermore, I don't know how to go about trying to see people. I'm terrible at making plans in advance, and terrible at convincing myself that people would actually like to see me. That my attempts at making such plans would be welcome, especially to people who I know from classes rather than as friends or friends of friends. And these, of course, are the people that it becomes most necessary to make an actual effort to see, since a term passes and they're no longer anywhere that I am. Friend-patterns are a lot more stable than class-patterns.
And of course it would make more sense to do something about this than to be angsty on lj, but whatever, I don't need to make sense. And perhaps later I will figure out something to actually do.
And furthermore, I don't know how to go about trying to see people. I'm terrible at making plans in advance, and terrible at convincing myself that people would actually like to see me. That my attempts at making such plans would be welcome, especially to people who I know from classes rather than as friends or friends of friends. And these, of course, are the people that it becomes most necessary to make an actual effort to see, since a term passes and they're no longer anywhere that I am. Friend-patterns are a lot more stable than class-patterns.
And of course it would make more sense to do something about this than to be angsty on lj, but whatever, I don't need to make sense. And perhaps later I will figure out something to actually do.
