No more Greek!
Soon, no more other work either.
Still, I'm just... tired. I'm missing the kind of interaction that's just being present in a room with other people, and not feeling a need to do something about it. It's hard for me to really have that with people I'm not close to, and have it count for the hole that needs filling, and it's hard to have it with people I AM close to, but don't see enough of. Because then I want to catch up, or there's that weirdness of knowing we don't see as much of each other as might be good. And right now, I rather feel like I haven't been seeing enough of any of the people I'm particularly close to. I've been busier and more stressed than usual, and it just isn't getting easier to randomly pop into people's space, I guess. It was easy, freshman year, and in certain limited situations it still is, but those seem to be fading away, too.
But, then again, it's exam time, and that means a lot of freedom to just go drop in on people and see if they like it.
I love that part of exam week. But I wish I hadn't let all my dropping in get pushed off so long this time.
Soon, no more other work either.
Still, I'm just... tired. I'm missing the kind of interaction that's just being present in a room with other people, and not feeling a need to do something about it. It's hard for me to really have that with people I'm not close to, and have it count for the hole that needs filling, and it's hard to have it with people I AM close to, but don't see enough of. Because then I want to catch up, or there's that weirdness of knowing we don't see as much of each other as might be good. And right now, I rather feel like I haven't been seeing enough of any of the people I'm particularly close to. I've been busier and more stressed than usual, and it just isn't getting easier to randomly pop into people's space, I guess. It was easy, freshman year, and in certain limited situations it still is, but those seem to be fading away, too.
But, then again, it's exam time, and that means a lot of freedom to just go drop in on people and see if they like it.
I love that part of exam week. But I wish I hadn't let all my dropping in get pushed off so long this time.